Calling All 30 Year Olds!

Cheers to 30 Years! 

You guys, I turn 30 in March. THIRTY YEARS OLD! I’m low-key freaking out about it, but mostly excited. I can’t even describe the feeling. So many emotions. Is this real life? Where has the time gone? And where the heck is my husband?!


I get so many questions everyday; everything from questions about my dating life, opinions on all these dating apps, my social life, my career, what skincare products I use, where I shop for my clothes, what my makeup routine is, my work out regimen, my diet, what my dream wedding/ring/man looks like, how important my faith is in dating, you name it, I’m asked these things on the daily…

So it’s time to answer these questions.

So together with Lindsey Tuer (who was on Coupled with me), we will be posting vlogs every single month answering your questions- sort of like we did with our Coupled Refills!

Lindsey is currently 30 years old and so she knows a thing or two about all these feels! We literally cannot believe how the time flies and all that we’ve learned in our three decades of life. She knows exactly what I’m talking about here…. and I KNOW there are so many of you ladies out there in your 30s who can relate to us too!! We see you!

You’re the hard working woman who supports herself.

You are a single lady at a time where everyone around you is married…or at least coupled.

You’re the very proud auntie to your own biological nieces and nephews, but also to the many adorable babies all your friends are having too.

We bond over the feeling of having more bridesmaids dresses in our closets than shoes (well maybe not more than shoes but you get the point.)

We know what it’s like to attend engagement parties, bridal showers, bachelorette parties, weddings, baby showers, gender reveal parties and birthday parties for our friends and families, nearly every single weekend since we were 26.

We totally get the anxiousness that comes with aging…like not having those aforementioned things quite yet, but yet definitely having wrinkles and other STUFF going on.

We completely miss the days where we could eat whatever we wanted without worrying; where working out wasn’t THIS hard, where we had more GNO* and less FOMO** because we had more fellow single girlfriends to go out with.

(GNO = girls night out. FOMO= fear of missing out.)***

And of course, we fondly miss the days before Tinder, where dating wasn’t so sketchy and complicated.  Remember pagers? We sort of do…

Just to be clear, we are fully aware of the AWESOMENESS that comes with being in your 30s; like knowing exactly who you are. By now, you know what you will never settle on in relationships.

You have more confidence in your career and what you see for yourself.

You’re more selective on who you allow in your life; and more importantly- who you let go of.

You no longer tolerate toxic energy.

You’re more confident in your looks than ever before-and all without trying as hard as we did in our 20s!!! #cleanses #detoxes #30daychallenges – we will do all of these and tell you what works for us.

That’s why we will be calling this series: “Cheers to 30 Years.” The ups, the downs, the boyfriends, the no-boyfriends, the things that have worked for us, the things that didn’t work for us, our tips, tricks, secrets, and how we feel about things going on in the world from our perspective… all of it will be right here. The good, the bad and the ugly!

And there will be wine. Because that’s what people our age do! amirite?

Cheers to what is sure to be a hilarious, deep, honest and candid vlog series from the bottom of our hearts… and wine glasses.




At last. We’ve come to the end of this crazy Coupled adventure.

First of all…this was a two-hour long episode which made me wish all the episodes had been this long!  It would’ve made such a significant difference for the show. smh

So when Terrence comes and tells us that its our final night together and that he would be taking the guys to a different location for the night so that we could all make our decisions, everyone sort of froze in place. And then to be told that the very next morning, there would be a helicopter down at the beach for each couple to either meet at and fly off together in, or, if you decided you didn’t want to remain coupled, we were instructed not to meet down at the helicopter at all. So dramatic.

Then on top of everything, we were put “on ice” (meaning we couldn’t talk) or say any last/final words to each other before the guys were separated from us ladies. We didn’t get one last chance to talk things out and make a unanimous/joint decision. Wouldn’t make for good TV if they did it that way, now would it??

Side note: If you notice, Tyler and I were super dressed up for this meeting while everyone else was in their pj’s, trunks, barefoot, no makeup etc.– that’s because we were told we were going to be able to go on another private date night. Obviously, that’s not what happened. So… that was awkward. But what better way to make me look like the ultimate pageant girl, right?

So, as you know, I didn’t stay coupled with Tyler. I went home single. Here’s why:

At that point, Tyler and I had spent approximately 8 days together total. I didn’t think that was enough time to say “yes, I want this person to be my boyfriend.” We had the least amount of time together of all the couples (with the exception of Jeff and Alex who had one day less than us) to truly test our chemistry and compatibility. It seemed so unfair and unreasonable to be forced into making that decision after only a week of knowing each other. It made sense for Lindsey and Alex, Brandon and TT, Ben and Lisa- they all had a legit amount of time together- nearly a full month nonstop! Me and Alex didn’t have that much time with Tyler and Jeffery, so to leave calling them our boyfriends would’ve been a liiiiiittle much.

I also felt like Tyler still had a lot left on his “single guy to-do list”, and getting married and settling down anytime soon wasn’t something he wanted to-do…at least not in the very near future, as I do. In fact, during our time in Anguila, he often told me about how he was so excited for some of his upcoming travels that he had lined up- and it sounded to me that he was moreso ready to party -single. And, if you follow him on social media at all, you’ll see that’s exactly what he has been up to. Absolutely nothing wrong with that either. And then there was the whole geographical distance between us. I live in LA and Tyler lives in Miami, and we discovered that neither of us had intentions of moving across the country. So ultimately, these are the big things that helped me make my decision. But it wasn’t easy. I had truly enjoyed my time there because of Tyler’s unique energy and hilarious personality. I think he’s a really great guy.

What you didn’t see was how I had the chance to explain all of this to Tyler. I hate that it looks like I just simply stood him up without saying goodbye when in fact, I insisted that I get to talk to him and explain why I decided it was best to go our separate ways. He was still upset about it, rightfully so, considering our few days of hanging out was pretty awesome and we got along super well. But as I said, I didn’t think there was longevity there, and I don’t want to get into a relationship that doesn’t have potential to lead into marriage.

I’m ready to settle down.  I take relationships very seriously. I told everyone that I hope my next boyfriend is my last boyfriend. (As in, I want a husband!) I also don’t introduce a guy to my family unless he IS my boyfriend and potential husband.

Speaking of family… when my mom showed up in Anguila, I was shocked. It was awkward because, like I said, Tyler and I had only been dating for a week! And now he was about to meet my mom?! So. Not. Normal.

Regardless of what was displayed, Tyler and I have remained cool since the show and text each other pretty often – even right now while he is away traveling. I’m happy to say I gained a few great friends from this experience, Tyler being one of them. Here’s how Tyler is quoted about the whole situation:

“Hey everyone! Alicia and I are still friends today, and we keep in touch with each other across the world. The show was twisted in ways you’ll never see, but know that we grew truly fond of each other and it was real off the cameras too. We’re not a perfect match, but what is that anyway? I want nothing but the absolute best for her and pray we both keep growing and find our someone!” – Tyler

Such a good guy! And no, I didn’t mind being called “winner winner chicken dinner.”

I am so happy for the three couples who went home as a couple: Brandon and TT, Ben and Lisa, and Alex and Lindsey. Whether or not they are still together today is up to them to disclose or not.

I am happy to shut this door and remember it as a chapter in my life that has forever impacted me. In some ways good, and in some ways bad. But I accept it all. Would I ever do reality TV again? Not a chance. Do I regret doing it? In the end I obviously chose to do it and hate having regrets so I’ll just say this:

The world is filled with a lot of hate. I always knew that, but this experience really opened my eyes to the great lengths people will go to destroy you… and for no other reason other than boredom, jealousy, inner rage or their own personal shortcomings in life. There are actually people out there in the world who will create fake Instagram account(s) (yes, as in more than one) and have conversations with themselves (I repeat, with themselves…) about people they hate and why they hate them, and all in an effort to make you think multiple people agree with their hateful opinions. You can’t make this stuff up. All you can do is feel really sorry for them and forgive them, which I’m doing now. The devil comes to steal, kill and destroy, right?? There are a lot of people out there that the devil is using to TRY to do those very things. Aggressively. Some of those very people are reading these words, right now. Oh hi! I see you. Condolences.

(I just had to address the troll population for one quick second.) Because lemonade.

But for the rest of you amazing and beautiful people out there who came on this journey with us, thank you sooooo very much! Not only do I see you, but I love you. The outpour of love and support has been overwhelming and appreciated beyond what words can ever express. I am forever indebted to the kindness I’ve seen, felt, heard and read and that’s what I’m choosing to focus on.

Back to the real world I go! Bidi bidi bom bom!

Thank you all… for everything. 🙂

All my love, 

Alicia Blanco



COUPLED Episode 9

This was a really awesome episode because it finally showed each of the couples spending some quality time together off by themselves. Up until then, everything we did was always with all the other couples so these individual dates came at the perfect time.

We all picked our dates out of a fishbowl and some of us traded dates with other couples. Tyler was really awesome to swap out ATV’ing with fishing. (I know, WHAT?!?!) I had never been ATV’ing or fishing before but I knew I wanted a date where we could spend more time talking and not yelling over each other on some ATV’s.  Also, I embarrassingly confused ATV’ing with dirt biking which I definitely didn’t want to do. Pretty funny because in the car on the way to the fishing date location, I saw some ATV’s ride by and said, “that looks like so much fun! What are those?” and Tyler looked at me and said, “babe, those are ATV’S!!!!” It was pretty funny and thankfully he didn’t make me feel too bad about it. Besides, he grew up fishing and it was a big part of his life so I’m glad we got to do something he loved and could talk passionately about. And we had a great time! We were only out in the water for less than 20 minutes so it was pretty perfect that we both happened to catch our fish so quickly.

What they didn’t show was when we got back to the island where we would be eating dinner, we got to fillet the fish ourselves – blood, guts and all. I took that knife and sliced into that fish like a pro and Tyler was shocked. I was shocked too! I had blood all over my hands and it didn’t gross me out surprisingly. It was a very hands-on experience and a chance for Tyler to see the other side of this “pageant girl.”

You all heard him bring up how many kids he wants (3-6) and we laughed about what he wanted to name his six children. We talked about our childhood and upbringing, and more about how important our faith was to us. Lots of important stuff was touched on and I think this was a moment where I felt like despite the 5-year age difference and location (I’m in LA and Tyler lives in Miami), that if we realllllllly wanted to and put in the effort, then we could try to make it work when the show ended. I mean, in total Tyler and I spent about 5 days together, which isn’t long enough to make such a big decision… but the in-depth conversations we had throughout the show (and that are rarely shown) were intriguing. You only get to see the playful side of Tyler and not the mature side that I got to know. But as I said in the show, there were still moments where the age thing was an issue and we were still trying to see if we were truly compatible given the circumstances of the distance between us. And, I often wondered if Tyler was truly ready to settle down and get married anytime soon, which is what I’m looking for at this time in my life. I am 29, soon to be 30. I want marriage and children. But does Tyler, so soon? I thought about this a lot.

All of the other couples seem to figure a lot of deeper stuff out too on their dates and it was interesting to see. Different sides of some personalities were shown and I think that’s very important in the dating process. I can’t wait for you guys to see who stays coupled up and who goes home single.

Can’t believe the last and final episode is next week! Thanks for enjoying this crazy adventure with us.


COUPLED: Episode 8 Recap

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Episode 8 was pretty solid. I think it showed my effort to apologize and smooth things over with Alex which didn’t really work but at least I can say I tried. I realize now that I shouldn’t have ever sugarcoated the truth when it comes to talking to her…aka the “backhanded compliments.” I should’ve just been 100% blunt and honest even if it sounded harsh. Rather than trying to deliver a FACT like “you fall so hard and so fast and get way too emotional” with some sugar, I should just tell it like it is. Straight up. But instead I would follow it up with…”but it’s a GOOD thing you are this way! I admire this about you!”… when REALLY, it isn’t good or admirable stuff at all.  I just never wanted to stir the pot anymore with her than it already was. We ended the convo agreeing to disagree and I assumed we were moving forward amicably and peacefully for the rest of the time we were there. I even thanked her one day in the kitchen when we were getting along just fine, for having the true heart of a Christian to forgive me and “keep no record of wrong doing” – but man, she was sure keeping record and receipts and I had no clue until later.

When the remaining girls came to the villas, Jeffery had to make his move once him and Kristin were clearly ending their relationship. What you didn’t see was a few days prior, Jeff had text Alyssa while she was still at the bungalows saying that he felt he made a mistake by not asking her to go to the villas with him and wanted to see if there was any hope/chance of starting something there. She declined. (Remember I mentioned in a previous blog post that he was initially wanting to pick Alyssa and Alex to take to the villas but that Alex eliminated them both when she brought up how they both really wanted a Christian man – and Jeff isn’t Christian?) Jeff and I even talked about it off camera that he had his sights set on those two women from the start. So once all the single ladies came to the villas, Jeff first pulled Alyssa to the side and asked her once again if she would like to stay there and date him- and once again, she said no. So that’s when he asked Alex if she would like to stay and date, and after talking about it with the girls, she decided to stay. At that point, Dom pulled me to the side and told me to watch my back. She said “I could stand up and scream right now” because of Alex’s sudden interest in Jeff- It was as if she said yes to staying there with Jeff just so that she would stay on the show longer rather than going home…

Regardless, I wasn’t worried about Tyler trying to have a “back up plan” whatsoever. In fact, you know the scene where Tyler and Alex are talking about her possibly staying and he encouraged her to stay? I TOLD TYLER TO GO TALK TO ALEX, go make sure she’s ok, go say hi, let her know there is no awkwardness here on our end, support her decision to stay if that’s what she really wants because Jeff is awesome, etc. But Alex is now making it seem like he was flirting with her and asking her to stay as a back up plan. Oh please.

Anyways, I was sooooo sad to see Kristin go. She was so lovely and I’m bummed that she and Jeff just didn’t click. I think they are two great people who simply weren’t great together. It happens!! Kristin is a classy, mature, sophisticated and grown woman- and I just love her so much!

I’m so happy this episode showed more of the compatibility and chemistry that Tyler and I shared too! It wasn’t all physical attraction that led him to his decision to pick me after all. We were constantly laughing and talking about anything and everything. He respected my choice to not share a bedroom. He made sure to request with the villas staff that I got my very own bedroom apart from his and I appreciated that so much about him.  He’s 5 years younger than me (which at times I felt was an issue), but there were so many MORE instances throughout the experience where he was very mature and wise for his age. 

By the way, that was a birthday party I will never forget! Rum tasting and dancing all night was pretty awesome. The band even sang me happy birthday and we all had a really great time. Fun fact: The better dance party took place with all of us cast and crew in the parking lot late into the night! Tyler tried soooo hard to get me some flowers and was soooo mad when Jeffery was able to get flowers out of nowhere and yet he wasn’t! Jeff was so sweet and such a hopeless romantic for Alex!  We all gushed when they came back to the rum bar with the roses. They looked like a cute couple going to prom! I even took a picture of them because I was so happy for Alex (remember at this time I thought we had peace and had squashed everything…)

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I was sad that the remaining uncoupled girls had to be sent home! I wish they could’ve just stayed at the villas with us all. That would have made things even more interesting! #plottwist

I didn’t think it sent a good message to women watching this show to send the single girls home. Its like saying “if you find a man, lucky you, you get the good life! But WHEN the supply of men runs out, you can’t stay and enjoy the good life, instead, you’ll be sent off -alone!” How terrible. There is so much power in being single and never settling and I hope that more women know that. I know for me, I absolutely needed the time to be single that I have had. So much growth and self awareness stems from that alone time.

I hope this chapter can just remain closed. Its over and done with. I am disappointed in how some of the girls chose to blatantly ignore my texts where I was checking in on Alex to see if she was ok. (See the #NoFilter After Show footage)…That’s such a #MeanGirls thing to do. I do forgive them though (a few have actually called me to apologize, saying how they were basically convinced at the bungalows to err to her side, and how they feel bad for ever believing that I ‘bullied’ Alex as bad as she made it seem.) Alex’s tears were wayyyyyy too dramatic, convincing, and over the top, per usual. (WOW- the old me would say “but that’s not a bad thing! Being emotional is endearing and sweet!”…but no one likes the ‘backhanded complimenting’ so ill just leave it at that I guess..)

ONLY TWO MORE EPISODES LEFT!! Again, thank you ALL for the amazing support. I try my best to respond to as many tweets and snaps and comments on Facebook and Instagram as I can, but I truly do thank all of you for the love, support and encouragement. You have made this whole experience so much more fun. Love you guys!


Before Tomorrow’s Episode…

Every Monday before Tuesday night’s episode is always a mix of emotions. The anticipation is on another level as we wait to see how much will be shown and how much won’t be shown. A bunch of us cast members text each other for a large part of the day trying to remind each other of what even happened for the upcoming episode since its been a while.  “Is this the one where so-and-so comes back to the bungalows? Is this the one where we go on that crazy group date? Is this the one where so-and-so gets sent home??? Did I cry in this one??” NOTE: we all cried. All the time. lol

So for tomorrow’s episode it’s no different. By now, hopefully its become clear that it’s impossible to fit everything we shot into a single 42 minute episode. There are hours and hours and hours of footage that will never be seen. Imagine three or more cameras following your every move from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to sleep, but only less than an hour of that footage will be shown; its been a fascinating, exciting, disappointing, and yet completely entertaining process to see what actually ends up in the final cut.

Oh, the drama. If there was no drama, reality TV would cease to exist. But man, when it comes to the REAL WORLD, I think the drama that people create is far, far worse. The cyber bullying is insane. I can’t believe some of the things I read about each and every single one of us cast members. It’s appalling. On the other hand, it’s so much fun to read all the positive and encouraging messages and comments. Those really save the day and I know I speak on behalf of all of us when I say thank you!!!!!

So that’s what this is… I just wanted to say thank you. Thank you for going on this crazy ride with us and for watching, tweeting, insta-loving and everything else in between. Thank you, thank you, thank you for those of you who know that this is a reality TV show. Let me say it louder so the people in the back can hear – this is a reality TV show!!! Do not, I repeat do not judge or make assumptions on who we are as individuals based on what you are seeing on your TV screens. Episode 8 is tomorrow and you know I’ll be writing a blog right after. Here are some previews for tomorrow:

…. look good!!! x o x o !


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I’ve been putting off writing this because quite frankly, if I wrote this any sooner it would be coming from a place of “getting even” and I’m realizing there’s no need to do that- The insane amount of support I’m getting on social media alone is more than enough to do that for me!! I can’t thank you guys enough!! I wish I could respond to every single tweet, snap, Instagram comment, and Facebook comment. You all are amazing!!!!!

I’d rather just lay out the facts for you, and let time reveal the rest. The truth always has a way of surfacing anyways! It already is. So here’s what’s up.

In this episode we meet Tyler. Tyler is a 24 year old model living in Miami. In our first impression, I asked him “J-LO, Beyonce or Carrie Underwood?” (I did the same with a few of the guys, just to see what their ‘type’ was.) Tyler instantly blurted out “CARRIE UNDERWOOD!” (At which point I mentally retreated and accepted that I’m just not his type) but then he very quickly followed it with – “BUT IT’S BECAUSE SHE’S CHRISTIAN!” BINGO! When he said that, we totally hit it off. We shared our favorite Bible verses with one another and talked about what it’s like being a Christian in the entertainment industry. It was a really great first impression we shared and I’m extremely sad that this part of our conversation wasn’t shown. It was really the best first impression I had during the whole season with ANY of the men, even Javier.

Fast forward to the tiki bar where I was pretty sure he was going to pick Brittany and Alex, since they are both closer to his age, whereas I am 29. I figured that even though Tyler and I totally hit it off with our values and upbringing, that he would still want to give things a shot with the two women closer to his age. I even told Alex before he walked up that I could totally see them together and that I was really excited for her.

Time for Tyler to make his selections. First, he picked Alex. Duh. Wasn’t surprised. I was happy for her! But then, he picked me and I was pleasantly surprised. I thought, wow alright, don’t write things off just because of his age, don’t make excuses, just give things a shot!! He’s Christian and super cute!!

Our time at the trio villa was… interesting. Literally, not even a few hours into being there, Alex and I had that conversation in the bathroom while getting ready for dinner. You know the one: When Alex says, “let the games begin, Alicia”.. ring a bell? As you witnessed, Alex was letting me know that on a scale of 1-10, her feelings for Tyler were at a 20. My mind was blown. I was thinking, “how can you possibly be this amped for a guy we just met today?” and “This sounds familiar…she was just like this for BT, and hell will freeze over again if Tyler doesn’t pick her! Omg! And I don’t have any chicken nuggets!!”  (her medicine) and my other thought was, “is there something wrong with me, that I don’t get that hype for a guy until getting to know him extremely well???”

IMPORTANT: Within that conversation, I was NOT suggesting that the ONLY way for Alex to “win” would be if I backed off. THAT IS NOT what I was inferring at all, as Alex stated. Basically, I was feeling bad that she was so deeply in her FEELS for this guy, and that I wasn’t at all, and for THAT reason, I didn’t see the point in even trying to force those feelings to develop when she already had those feelings.

Lets also address something else here. Alex had these same intense feelings for BT. If you’ve been watching this whole season, you can recall the way she reacted when BT didn’t ask her to go to the villas with him. After that whole mess, Alex was defeated and pessimistic. She felt that there would be no other men coming to the island that were exactly her type in the way that BT was. (Remember how she cried in the Stevey episode because she felt like no more men were coming who were her type?)

But also…let’s not forget that she wasn’t happy about being at the villas with Ben (she actually HID from him while they were there after their conversation in the kitchen) and she definitely didn’t have the desire to be there with Javier either. So she didn’t fall in love with EVERY guy and declare them as “the one” as many are saying on social media. She didn’t cry like that for every single guy. She only did that for BT and Tyler. She’s just a very energetic and emotional person, which isn’t a bad thing at all, but it was just exhausting to be around at times, to say the least. Many of her COUPLED SISTERS 100% agree, but refuse to say it to her face, so I’m saying it here and will deal with their calls later, lol. Maybe.

BACK TO THE TRIO VILLAS AND THAT HOT TUB SCENE. If you recall, Tyler and I were having a conversation by ourselves at first and then Alex joined us a bit later, that’s because she was doing an OTF (On the Fly interview.) So when she was done, it was my turn for my OTF and THAT’S where I went, initially. After my hour long OTF I decided to go visit the couples villa and get some advice. I was there for maybe 20-30 mins after my OTF. I ALSO KNEW DANG WELL that Alex and Tyler were most likely making out. I mean HELLO I was born at night but not last night. You put two hott, young 20-somethings in a hot tub with strawberry daiquiris flowin’ and DUH, they are gunna make out. HELLER!!! And a part of me wanted that to happen so that Alex would be happy. I realize now how stupid that was. I considered her a little sister the whole time, while she considered me fake and competitive. I had no idea she felt this way until later. I feel so stupid for ever thinking I needed to help her and protect her. Clearly she can do that on her own, as I’ve learned. But, as I said, I was always there for Alex at the bungalows, even defending her with some of the other girls. I brought her breakfast in bed one time when she was really upset, and made sure there was always cranberry juice (her fave) leftover at breakfast. Even while AT the villas, Alex was often stressed out about getting ready because we were always so rushed, which was so annoying and I shared in that frustration with her, so, I always tried to get her to relax by doing my own hair and makeup so that the hair and makeup team could do hers. It wasn’t until towards the end of the season when one of the artists pulled me to the side and told me, “we aren’t just here for Alex ya know.. we can help you get ready too. This isn’t The Alex Show” that I finally started getting their help to get ready. I even remember helping her put her shoes on for her one day when we were really rushing to get ready. I catered to the girl! I really have no idea why I did all that. NOTE: I am not saying all this to make her sound like a little diva either. This is just the way she is and you actually learn to love and laugh at it all. Many of us couldn’t stand her in the very beginning but over time, we grew to like her unique ways and it sucks that this side of our “friendship” wasn’t shown. Truth is, I was happy to do all these things for her because I considered her a friend. But little did I know…


At the couples villas, everyone was soooo sweet with their advice to turn it UP and really try things out with Tyler rather than giving up because of Alex. So that’s what I did. I just wish everything hadn’t happened the way it did when I went back to my room.

So here’s how it REALLY happened: I get back and Alex is blow drying her hair and getting ready for bed. I ask her how everything went with Tyler and if they kissed and how she was feeling about it- as I would with any friend after she hangs out with her bae. With a guilty look on her face she said they made out for a pretty long while in the hot tub and that she reallllllly liked him even more now. In Alex’s defense, I suppose we have all been there, where we just meet someone and kiss and the butterflies are wild and crazy. So in a way, I got it, but I wanted to remind her that they literally just met hours before, and to sloooowwwww the heck down. I wasn’t mad whatsoever, just concerned by her rapidly developed feelings- I remind you all that I left them alone knowing full well that would happen. (I didn’t know their make-out session ended with her legs wrapped around him in the shower though, lol!!! Tyler eventually came clean and told me the next day.) But, in walks Tyler. I felt like the “big” at the sorority, trying to get the frat boy out of the sorority house so that I could keep talking to my “little.” Hashtag sigma phi alpha kakapoopoo.

Things blew up way more than they needed to. I should not have said those things while Tyler was standing right there. I regret that Tyler was standing right there. I wish he wasn’t. But I still would’ve said the same exact things to Alex even if he wasn’t. You guys, if my actual real life little sister was behaving the way Alex was for a man, I would be putting her in her place, too. Especially if I recognized patterns in her behavior, like falling super hard and fast for someone she just met, and all that crying, etc.

She was acting like the victim because they kissed and thought I was mad about it. She said, “you two should totally make out if you want to!” I felt like we were in high school and that’s probably why I resorted to communicating the way that I did. But to say that IIIIIIII made her look like a stage 5 clinger is insane. That wasn’t all me… and I have the receipts to prove it.

The next day we all had breakfast together. Tyler and I ate the food that I made, but Alex didn’t. She only eats very specific foods – I don’t think she even wanted the fruit during breakfast, I remember Tyler mentioning that it bothered him.

After breakfast Tyler and Alex left for their date. Tyler shared with me how before their date, he was pretty sure he was going to pick Alex because they had indeed kissed the night before, had a lot in common, and he didn’t like the way I called her out in front of him. But once we went on our date and we connected on many levels that didn’t require being physical whatsoever, he changed his mind completely and realized who I really was. We really got to know each other and it was awesome. Tyler and I both said that it was the best first date that either of us had ever been on. Yet, all that was shown was me asking how long their make out session was and him lying about it. LOL. We both looked pretty bad there. But what wasn’t shown was how much we laughed and talked about sooooo much more. We really clicked. He told me what he liked about my personality, and I told him what I was learning about his. I told him how I was impressed that someone his age had so much knowledge and wisdom on important topics. We quoted movies throughout the whole thing too which was a major bonus. It was just an all around awesome time and I think that’s where everything changed for the both of us. It’s a shame none of the more substantial parts of our conversation made the final cut. It just looks like he picked me because of physical attraction which is terrible and untrue and no woman deserves to be pursued simply because of the way she looks. So, see Tyler’s comments below:


Allow me to point out that the common thread/foundation of my whole entire blog is INNER BEAUTY. The heart of a person,  their selflessness, KINDNESS, personality and everything else that makes up INNER BEAUTY is what matters. That’s what matters the most to me! Scroll through any and all of my social media and you will quickly see that this is what I’ve ALWAYS been all about and have always promoted. I even help run a little Miss Inner Beauty pageant for crying out loud. But does this mean I shouldn’t care about the way I look? ABSOLUTELY NOT and I REFUSE to feel guilty for wearing my Jessica Rabbit dress or anything else that makes me feel sexy, for that matter. I refuse to ever accept being bullied for the way I dress. When you feel good, you look good and vice versa.

Can we talk about THAT RED DRESS THOUGH? I love it. I think it’s sexy and classy. IMPORTANT: I was highly encouraged by MANY to wear that dress.

As we all know, at the decision ceremony, Tyler decided to ask me to stay with him and I was really excited about it. But at the same time, I was also really upset for Alex because I knew how much she wanted him to pick her. I insisted that I get to go outside and talk to her before she left. And I did.  Of course this wasn’t shown on the show, was it? (See pic below) She sat there and said, “you don’t need to do this” to which I responded, “I can’t enjoy this without knowing you’re going to be ok. And you’re going to be ok!” I was crying.


Alex heads back to the bungalows more distraught than ever before, and is very well received and comforted by some of her “COUPLED SISTERS.” Yes, that scene bothered me a little because it looks as though they all were against me. But, I’ve had some pretty extensive conversations with most of them about that scene, and that wasn’t the case at all. I suppose they did what you’re supposed to do when you see a gf hysterically crying. And I loved what Dom said: as women we need to STOP blaming “the other woman!”

Even though I thought Alex’s tears in that moment were a little over the top, I probably would’ve tried comforting her too, per usual. I hope she realizes how lucky she is to have had everyone soothing her and and making sure she was going to be ok, not just then, but from the moment we all arrived in Anguila. I wonder if her super young age had something to do with that, but like I said, even I wanted to make sure she was going to be ok. I didn’t want to see another heartbreak like I saw with BT!  As you saw in previews for next week, I even text Alex the next day to check in on her. Apparently this pissed her off even more. But hang on a minute here… didn’t she get upset that Kristin DIDN’T text her to check on her when she was there with BT??

Let’s recall the way she treated Kristin for NOT texting her when she was at the villas with BT and got the bungalow girls to sympathize with her and semi- agree with her… I very clearly remember a moment off camera where I say to Alex, “Kristin loves you. She planned your whole surprise birthday party, remember?? Try to focus on that, and not that fact that she didn’t text you. Now’s your chance to prove how mature you are for your age.” To which she responded, “so you think I’m being immature?” – I WISH I WOULD’VE SAID YES. But instead, I didn’t want to rock the boat and further upset her (seems to be a common theme) so I said nothing. And I feel like many of us did that with her- a lot- we babied her because she was the youngest one blah blah blah. Not just the cast members, but also the production STAFF included were always wanting to appease her and keep her happy, OR ELSE. It’s a little ridiculous thinking back on it just how much so many of us went above and beyond to keep Alex happy.

Switching gears, I continue to be blown away with how cute TT and Brandon are together! i love the way they overcame that minor bump in the road after yoga. They are my favorites! I love the way BT looks at Ashley. Lisa and Ben always make me laugh and have so much fun. I love how much Linds and Alex laugh together.  Things are going great, but will it stay that way???? You gatta keep watching…

So there you have it. Sorry it took so long to post this extra long post but I wanted it to be written from a place of peace rather than emotion, and to say EVERYTHING (hence it’s length) so that I can close this chapter once and for all.

Coupled will be back July 19 with all new episodes! Thank you all for the overwhelming support! I normally don’t feed into the whole #TeamAlicia vs #TeamAlex thing because I want everyone to just move on and get along but y’all have just been going IN on the support and defending me so I gatta give it up for you squad!! I’m blown away and deeply touched!!! Thank you guys so much for watching and supporting!!

In the words of Jessica Rabbit:  “I’m not bad, I’m just drawn that way.” 😉


Alicia “Jessica Rabbit” Blanco




Episode 6 – We meet Javier and all of us were impressed. I was one of the more excited of the group (obvi!!!) and I think for obvious reasons. We shared the same upbringing with our families and values and culture, etc. So of course I bidi bidi bom bom’d TO THE RIGHT. I really was hoping he was going to pick me, so when he didn’t I was bummed! I was really excited for Alyssa though because she was off to the villas! And after seeing how smitten he was with her, its no wonder he picked her! His selection of Alex made sense too because he said he needed a women to bring out the fun in him. And as we all know, Alex is all sorts of fun!

I also had no idea that Alex was talking so much smack about me. I had taken a big sister role with her for most of our time in Anguilia. (When she was down and out about BT, I was literally bringing her breakfast in bed, making sure she was fully stocked with chicken nuggets and cranberry juice to cheer her up, I mean I borrowed her shoes everyday… I totally thought we were more than cool.) It wasn’t until watching her say she’s funnier than me (I don’t think I’m funny…but ok) and that I have a big personality but hers is bigger, and that I have a little kitten voice.. and can we just have a moment for her little bloat session mocking the AYYYY PAPI and the fact that Javier didn’t pick me…I didn’t know her claws were already out at that point is all I can say. *sips tea* 

Also in this episode we say goodbye to Taylor. He was so funny and I wish I got to get more time to get to know him. I was happy for Ben and Lisa though. In the dating world, things like this can happen.

But CAN WE TALK ABOUT MICHELLE AND HER BABY AND BABY DADDY!!?!?!?  That was the most beautiful story to watch unfold, omg! I was crying soooo hard. I cried just as hard watching the episode.

NEXT WEEK WILL BE CRAZY!! If you’ve seen previews, you know what I’m talking about… And I cant wait to write about it immediately after. #JessicaRabbit #LetTheGamesBegin